What my heart wants it can not have. Continually denied, what little I have is sucked dry; willingly given to the young wonder who thrives on it. What I want is only in part a person but it’s something that can be shared, returned and given back again. It’s the purest of renewable resources when properly maintained and yet I don’t get what I desire; what I need. The pain may never truly end in this earthly existence so I must endure; I must be stronger than myself, than my needs. I am stronger than anyone knows; I am stronger than I know.
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I have a secret place, for now it’s only in my mind and heart. No chance right now to make it real. I would need time, location, money and space. It will be a place that only I’m invited and maybe someone truly special to me. Chances are I will never have that in this life.
thank you to the originator of this blog post. I completly understand the feelings expressed here. One of my most disliked phrases is “I don’t judge” because it’s bullcrap. Everybody judges on some level or another. I write about “Rain” in my blog sometimes. I wish I could touch the Rain but can’t. It’s kinda devastating.
I’ve been reading a lot of posts by other women about curiosity in other women and people are total lesbians. I enjoy the materials. There’s a sense if nostalgia and longing even sadness that most people don’t seem to understand and I can see it here. I live how the words can make your heart flip over because I want these people to be able to find and have peace, acceptance and love.
Even if a person has found those things they often feel judged and mistreated because people don’t know how to respond to them and they get judged. It’s pretty rough for them.
I have had my own curiosity towards my own gender. I’m curious but not trying anything. I have to much to lose if I get hurt.
#lesbian #curious #curiosity #wonder #truth #trust #think